Akhirnya,mula menulis kembali

As salam dan selamat malam Malaysia..semoga semua umat manusia di Malaysia hidup dalam keadaan aman,sejahtera dan gembira.. n to all muslims Salam Maal Hijrah..sepatutnya kita bersyukur kerana kita masih lagi bernafas hari ni..*as compared to those our brothers n sisters in Palestine that still fighting for their life,wherever they are there*

Dah lama tak menulis,tetiba tulis terus cerita pasal Palestin dan Gaza yang ditindas..ini semuanya sebab rata2 friend2 lam FB mula post status sedih dana insaf lam FB..yes,we should be grateful n thankful that we're still happily breathing in this peaceful country..alhamdullilah..all pray to ALLAH for this..okay,enough of that.So year end is approaching,in what,..say less than 2months..bila kenang2 balik all this while new year resolutions or whatsoever yang plan masa awal tahun selalu end up xkesampaian..dah secara automatiknya akan di carry forward to the next year wishlist a.k.a resolutions or dream..anything you call it..but it is  still something yang you nak achieve within a year..

Why am i actually rambling about new year resolutions n all?It is simply because,i've just went back from a programme that is motivational in a way that it insipred me to work through achieving my dream/goal..owh,my baby boy is now a healthy 5months plus baby..he's development is quite normal mcm baby lain*i think so,because the BS doesnt tell me a weird or abnormal story*..so,dia sekarang memang pantang etak atas permukaan yang rata,lembut n spongy..dia akan mula praktis meniarap..golek2 n such,..itu belum lagi mula membebel..atatatattatata.tah hape2 yang dibebelkan nya..*ikot sapa lah tu*mummy's eye  is drooling..hahahha..

Then he started screaming *it's sooo unlike a boy* unfortunately nothing much i can do about that..it happens that he's copying my BS's daughter*..i one told him,pretending that he could understand me..''syg mama,boys dont scream..but girls does'..of course being a 5mths plus infant apa yang dia boleh buat except for continue screaming until i gave him his milk..huhuhuh

what else,..haaaaa so there's a lot of things happen recently..it all happens since i masuk kerja balik after 60days of maternity leave*private should also gave 90days maternity leave so that we(new mummies) will be ready enough to leave our baby to nursery/babysitter n such*..mana taknya,first day masuk kerja..memang takleh fokus keja langsung..i tell u,..no focus at all..naadaa,..until the point of we just wanted to go back ..n do nothing but stares at pc's clock..which is so not recommended when you have other staff watvhing over you indirectly..there goes,job rotation,..restructuring n all..am now in my new role/task/position..okay,same position..different department,different salary but.of course same company...unfortunately*okay,am sorry but i have my own plan boss*

well,..since this is more or less an introduction post..let just cut it short la kan?..above all those ramblings..i'm back people*bajet retis la konon,padahai bog ni cam note alam maya saja*..till then..tata everyone..goodnight


p/s: the only time i have now to update blog is after my baby boy went sleeping* usually the time he goes to sleep is the exact same time i'm asleep* for those who knows it's a mother thingys.. ha ha

Day 60th..finally,it's a me time

As salam and good day everyone..it's been ages since my last updates..i was busy adjusting n adapting to my new life..of course life after having a baby..so, today is the 60th day since i gave birth to Ammar,practically he is now 6o days old..yeayyy!!! and for muslims,we've been fasting for 12days today..it is my 1st day of sending him to baby sitter..last night i'm soo worry that he'll be crying and stuff..amazingly, this morning he woke up as usual...cries because of hunger..

When i fed him, he stop crying and once we arrived at baby sitter's he stays quiet..which put a relief on my face..then,he actually gave me a smile* not sure if he's smiling to anyone else,but he's facing me anyway..huhuhu

Anyway, after sending him,.since it was my 1st trial i went home having a mixed feeling..i finally home alone without him after 59days berkepit day n nights with him..i should be happy that i have my own n me time..but,i actually starting to miss him..*tears* i talked to my mum..apparently this feeling is normal to all working mothers out there..but still..cant stop my tears..how could i ever left him with baby sitter..huhuhu

Then,i finally realize that this is the sacrifice that i've to make..else i have to quit job and take care of him..but i can't even if i wanted too..sigh..some friend advise me to stay strong for my baby..i wish that things could be easier..haihhh..let just pray that my bs will take care of him as much as i do and i pray to ALLAH that everything will turns out okay,ameen..

Enough of that, i have tons of chores to finish before i pick him up this evening..mm i wonder how's he doing now..* i cannot keep on bugging my bs, else i end up annoyyed her pulak *

Sebelum,semasa dan selepas..

As salam dan selamat pagi semua..hopes everyone is fine,sihat sejahtera hendaknya..hari ni entri pasal sebelum semasa dan selepas..mengandung,kenaikan berat badan yang sangat berjaya..*saya tak salahkan anak dalam kandungan ye?cuma selera makan yang bagai tak tertahan-tahan ni..sobs sobs*nywez,..here's the story..

Sebelum mengandung, actually let's juz start from before married...i'm a health concious and weight watchers freak?..hahahha..sikit lagi nak jadik aneroxia nervosa,tapi bukan bulimia ye?i find it a waste kalau makan then muntahkan balik makanan itu..hehehe..then after married for about a month,masa tu lah mula nak tunjuk skills and bakat memasak yang terpendam* takde bakat sgt pun,cuma memenuhi salah satu tanggungjawab isteri*..maka bermulalah episod bersilat berkungfu dalam dapur after works..

The best thing is that,everytime i cooked i'll ask my dear hubby to rate my cooking...husband saya ni suka sgt bagi markah dalam %, so of course am expecting 100%..wpun daku tahu diriku hanyalah tukang masak amatur..then,..everything's changed bila mabuk2,morning sickness and whaterver not..owh, btw sebagai tukang masak sudah tentulah saya pun turut terjebak dalam proses menaikkan berat badan ni...tapi masa ni,kalau jumpa kawan lama,sedara mara,sahabat handai suma masih belum lagi kedengaran soalan-soalan yang bisa mengguris hati..


Semasa mengandung, after almost 20kgs increase in weight..dont ask me what's my weight now,dear...tak mungkin daku bagitahu secara specificnya..huhuhuhu..mulalah kedengaran soalan-soalan yang bisa menggugurkan jantung ku ni...contohnya, dalam satu majlis kenduri kawin selepas makan 1pinggan penuh nasi beriani beras basmathi,dengan rendang daging and ayam panggang ala kenny rogers..sorang macik pun menegur saya"..macik tengok lain sgt rupa masa mengandung,badan pun dah gemuk..."..and me being polite.."aaa,memanglah berat naik banyak dah ni sejak mengandung..*namun lam hati nak je nanges sebab obvious sgt kenaikan..huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...another scene@ some babyshower, after having a plate full of beriani kambing and dalca,plus etc..some cousin says"laaaa...ingat sapelah tadi,tak cam lah rupa sebab lain sgt..'kembang' semcm je..dulu tengok kecut jer"..i was like..smiling and giggling politely...dalam ati ujan dan ribut mula kedengaran...uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Selepas mengandung,tatau lagi camna..but am sooooooooooooooo determine tu lose my weight now..huhuhu..i hope BF will helps me to do so..sangat-sangatlah berharap ye?and also i hope i can pantang strictly like really pantang mcm org dolu2...boleh ke???


p/s: it's only Tuesday,but i already counting the day till weekend..*sigh*

New year resolution/s

Happy new year uolls..wah,wah wah..pejam celiks pejam celiks dah masuk tahun baru..seb baek lah pejam, then celiks lagi..kalo pejam teruss..haaaa sape nak jawabs..nywez,i know...it's a bit too late...am supposed to post this like 2 months ago..tapi sangat malas okayyy untuk meng'update blog..my laziness became even worst sejaks pregnant..n i dont blame my lil one inside me..no sayang,mummy luvs u soo much..

Nywez,..one of my new year resolutions is to eat,drink and stay healthy as possible for myself, lil one n also my deary hubby..and of course be a good mum to my baby..kira cam ultimate goal camtu lah...

Others will be, focusing on my next target to be a SAHM,,...i know it's a longggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg way to go,but hey we must start from somewhere right?

Owh..haaa since my due date is on June,perhaps next resolution is to gain back my pre-engagement figure..yes,..sebelum bertunang am soooo skinny,..i like!tho' my fiancee aka my husband now doesnt really like seeing me skinny..who's care..hahaha

Then, what else hah..owhh,i wanted to as much as possible to breastfeed my baby...semoga berjaya,ameen...

I think that's about it,at least for now..tata